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Thursday, March 10, 2011

...~~ lalalalalallalaalalalal...~~

hurm.... its 4pm now n i still didnt do my assgnmnt.... lots of it are waiting but stilll i cant do anyting.... i just want to say sumting here... i really hate people dat like to pretend he is the leader... people dat really like to ask others to follow them... n when people didnt follow wat they say, mule r nk tarik muke... ko ingat ko bagus kah????!!! i just hate it when they are behaving like dat... urggghhhhhh!!!!! benci! ni sesi meluahkan perasaan ea..... hadoi....

sabar ea farah liyana... farah kan baek...penyabar....cantek.... (muhasabah diri ea...).....

hurm... ape lg ek... ha... a few days ago i got a msg from sumone (sgtla terkezut ea..)... he didnt contact me for quite sumtimes.... i dont now why he's been avoiding me... da last time i met him was actually las year.... i was so sad when he keeps ignoring me... he didnt even wish me on my bufday las year! sgt sedey occay..! he just said 'sry'.... dat one word really makes me thinking... ape masalah die sbenanye...??? ye la... im trying so hard to forget him... even though sumtimes his face keeps on appearing in my head... n suddenly, out of blue moon, he msg me n just said 'sry'??? who do he think he is??? brad pitt kah?? urrggghhh..... but da sad thing is, i still cannot get mad at him... pathetic rite?? hurm... tu la.... perempuan slalu cmtu kan... but da truth is, i still cant forget him... hurmm... susah tol... even i try my best to forget him, but still, i cant....i can fool other people but obviously, i cant fool myself.... haishh.....

but then, as usually, i dont like to tell other people about wat i feel... (atleast not everything la...) i like to keep it inside to myself... a lot of people said that its not good to keep it inside yourself cause it can ruin u litle by litle... i dont noe why, but i just cant.. i cant share it with other people... its not dat i dont trust my frens... but still, i cant.... hurm....

watever it is, i still have to go on rite.... keep on smiling... dats wat i always do when i feel so down...
keeps smiling!!!

a girl with smiles =))

Friday, March 4, 2011

life as a .S.T.U.D.E.N.T.

its been almost 3 month since ive been here... in my lovely UniSZA... lovely ke?? huhu... im i n sem 4 noe.. a semester dat have lots n lots of assgnmnt.. im not kidding u noe... urghhh!!! sumtimes feel like killing myself cos all the assgnmnt... sumtimes la kan.. hehehe... besides da assgnmnt, lots of other things had happened. also.. let me beging with da 1st week dat im here... hurm.... breaking up with my bf... he's sux u noe... really! my frens are really glad we broke up... they said that he's really not suitable for me... at 1st i dont noe why... but after thinking back... yaa... i tink they r rite... he's not rite for me... besides, my parents also doesnt like him... but i dont noe why.. its not like they ever meet him... but u noe.. dats wat people say... parents always noe wats best for their children.. i tink its tru tho.. hurm... after breaking up, i was like in hell! frust menonggeng la kan... sedey.. putus cinta kate.... huhuu,,, then, im trying to sober up.. bzying myself like hell... do lots of work... finish up my assmng early... (but still got lots of other assnmngt...sigghh**)...  

than i went to LANGKAWI! yeay! wif afzan, k.n n her fiancee subki... it was a great HOLIDAY!!! we went to lots of places like the cable car, makam mahsuri, pantai chenang, n some other place dat i cant remember... hurm... n dataran lang! lupe lak... they has a big eagle at dataran helang u noe... we also went to see eagle feeding... pulau dayang bunting... pulau beras basah...(i dont noe why it is call pulau beras basah... sbb xde beras pon kt situ...) den we ate... a lot ea... n shopping... ChOcOlATEs!! yeay!! i love dat! heeehhee... im so glad dat my dad aloow me to go there... im really enjoyingg myself there.... thanx to them!!! hehehehehe...

after langkawi, i went back home... miz my family already... hehehehe.... then, my cousins also came to my house... sangat2 la best! hehehe... da lame x gather cmni....n our activities are talking, eating, talking, eating, jalan2... n lastly tdo... hehehehe... best kan.... n my one week semester break was full with activities! im bless wit people around me dat love me just like i love them! yeay!!! heheheeheheh

n now im back in terengganu... sit here on my bed in my room, trying to figure out which assgnmnt dat i have to do first... hasihh... tired la.... bosan.... sumtimes i wish dat i can sleep forever... living in a drream.. so dat i dont have to wake up n starts thinking of wat i have to do today... sighh...***...

but dats life... watever happen, i need to move on n always think posotively... n always smiling! cos smiles will absolutely brighten up my day! yeay!! 

a girl with smiles =))